Thursday, October 1, 2009

I just never know what to say to people

that I haven't seen in months, and they do the whole "oh how have you been, what's happening with you?"
Especially old flames, or whatever, or people I parted with on terms that make it awkward, people I don't know well enough to say what has happened.
I want to scream
"I AM SHIT, LIFE IS SHIT, MY MUM DIED OF A, ALBEIT COMPARATIVELY SHORT, BUT DRAWN OUT AND PAINFUL DISEASE FOR NO REASON"
but instead I just say, politely, quietly
"oh I'm good, nothing really."

ffs.

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