Good god, woman, pull yourself together.

Yes, you may feel utterly repulsive. Yeah, you have for a few days, and I'll admit your self-esteem has gone completely down ye olde shitter. Yes, I'll concede that very inopportunely placed blemish doesn't help, and that you've had a few bad hair days must be doing your head in. Yeah, your life has spun out of control, your mum died, and you've been alienated from your family and friends. Okay, you don't have a whole lot going for yourself, between deploring your weight and sloth, but unable to muster the energy or motivation to change it, simply because what the point is hovers over your head. Yes, no school, no work, and fair weather sometimes friends. Yeah, you miss your boyfriend too? Hm, unfortunate. But looking the way you would, you wouldn't want to see him anyway. Unless it was in the dark, and maybe if he was looking just at the back of your head. Maybe.