Things slow. Sit still, cold. Cognition slurs and eases to halt, for a moment. Just a moment.
Look around. Slow blink. Slow blink.
Words; words forming in my head, finding their way to neon signs, lighting the sky, ignition, click, click, comprehension. A flash.
"Of fuck. What have I gotten myself into?"
[12:59] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: ill get my phone, tell you what she said to me
[12:59] hiiri.: ohkie.
[12:59] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: ok
[13:00] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: im putting my socks on, phone goes off with a message, i thought "wonder who it is" it was her, and she said "i need to talk to you"
[13:00] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: instantly, i knew what it was about, and i just dont fucking feel like dealing with her bullshit, so i said "no, you dont really"
[13:01] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: almost immediatly, she replies "yes i fucking do" then tries calling me, i missed the call cause i was putting my shoes on outside then went and talked to cassie, just asking me about uni and shit
[13:03] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: she then says "you drag me through so much fucking shit, threaten me about other guys make me feel like the worst fucking person in the whole fucking world, tell me your never going to stop loving me, bull fucking shit you wanker, and you move on so fucking fast i cant fucking believe you. fuck you aaron, shows how much you really fucking cared the whole time (more)
[13:03] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: your not the person i ever thought you were just a big fucking lie. cant even answer my phone call for fucks sake at least i hold some respect for you
[13:03] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: in those exact words by the way
[13:05] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: so i replied back saying "mariha, i dragged you through shit? take a look in the mirror before you start judging. you pushed me into shit on the constant, i couldnt get a straight answer, you couldnt get your priorities right. you told me to move on, so i have. you claimed what you wanted, so dont be a hypocrit and do it. get a new boyfriend, i dont care. do what you need. (more)
[13:05] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: if you knew me well enough, youd know my threats wouldnt happen, you just made me angry. call me weak, a waste of time, whatever, it doesnt phase me. your going to be like that, then dont reply to this
[13:06] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: sorry, before i replied she sent another since i was talking to cassie, she said "explain it aaron, come on, dont be weak, or just delete me from your life coz thats what your good at. your right, it was a big waste of time, i want to know"
[13:06] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: then i replied
[13:07] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: sorry about TL;DR also
[13:07] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: there is more
[13:07] hiiri.: it's okay...
[13:08] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: she eventually replied again saying " im in shock, i want to vomit, you cant even understand how i feel. i dont understand you, it, anything. i knew you would move on but it makes no sense this fast? to me i see it as heartless. like you lied to me. but it doesnt matter now. good luck. i was telling the truth when i thought we might be together again one day. i feel so stupid"
[13:10] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: i replied "lol, just lol. go on and vomit then, over dramatic much? and no, i didnt lie. and it also makes sense to me. and no, its not heartless, im doing what i want to keep me happy. there was a time when i thought you meant it, but i didnt anymore. telling me not to wait, so im not. it was never a simple answer with you, always a complication" she just replied with " lol " after that
[13:10] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: and i havent been bothered to since, but no doubt she will talk shit again on facebook later, so im going to finish it then
[13:10] hiiri.: I see.
[12:59] hiiri.: ohkie.
[12:59] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: ok
[13:00] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: im putting my socks on, phone goes off with a message, i thought "wonder who it is" it was her, and she said "i need to talk to you"
[13:00] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: instantly, i knew what it was about, and i just dont fucking feel like dealing with her bullshit, so i said "no, you dont really"
[13:01] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: almost immediatly, she replies "yes i fucking do" then tries calling me, i missed the call cause i was putting my shoes on outside then went and talked to cassie, just asking me about uni and shit
[13:03] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: she then says "you drag me through so much fucking shit, threaten me about other guys make me feel like the worst fucking person in the whole fucking world, tell me your never going to stop loving me, bull fucking shit you wanker, and you move on so fucking fast i cant fucking believe you. fuck you aaron, shows how much you really fucking cared the whole time (more)
[13:03] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: your not the person i ever thought you were just a big fucking lie. cant even answer my phone call for fucks sake at least i hold some respect for you
[13:03] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: in those exact words by the way
[13:05] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: so i replied back saying "mariha, i dragged you through shit? take a look in the mirror before you start judging. you pushed me into shit on the constant, i couldnt get a straight answer, you couldnt get your priorities right. you told me to move on, so i have. you claimed what you wanted, so dont be a hypocrit and do it. get a new boyfriend, i dont care. do what you need. (more)
[13:05] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: if you knew me well enough, youd know my threats wouldnt happen, you just made me angry. call me weak, a waste of time, whatever, it doesnt phase me. your going to be like that, then dont reply to this
[13:06] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: sorry, before i replied she sent another since i was talking to cassie, she said "explain it aaron, come on, dont be weak, or just delete me from your life coz thats what your good at. your right, it was a big waste of time, i want to know"
[13:06] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: then i replied
[13:07] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: sorry about TL;DR also
[13:07] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: there is more
[13:07] hiiri.: it's okay...
[13:08] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: she eventually replied again saying " im in shock, i want to vomit, you cant even understand how i feel. i dont understand you, it, anything. i knew you would move on but it makes no sense this fast? to me i see it as heartless. like you lied to me. but it doesnt matter now. good luck. i was telling the truth when i thought we might be together again one day. i feel so stupid"
[13:10] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: i replied "lol, just lol. go on and vomit then, over dramatic much? and no, i didnt lie. and it also makes sense to me. and no, its not heartless, im doing what i want to keep me happy. there was a time when i thought you meant it, but i didnt anymore. telling me not to wait, so im not. it was never a simple answer with you, always a complication" she just replied with " lol " after that
[13:10] serendipity; dreamt of a world without life, woke up and you didn't exist: and i havent been bothered to since, but no doubt she will talk shit again on facebook later, so im going to finish it then
[13:10] hiiri.: I see.
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