Monday, September 21, 2009

I hate sleeping like this.

It is making me sick.

Everyone says that I have to be awake during the day, that's when things happen.

Maybe I don't want things to happen. When I'm awake all I hear about (but am not supposed to heart about) are bills and finances and stress and work and unhappiness. I don't want to be a part of that. It makes me afraid of growing up, and I do hide from it.

Terrible things happen during the day.
Bankruptcy. Debts. Funerals.
I think it's worth giving up the good things (cafe business hours, picnics, lunch) to escape.

People certainly have for less.

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