of people, be they family or friends or even business establishments, that I have thoroughly pissed off with my self-absorbed inner melodrama and carelessness.
It was my dad's birthday today, and I was aware of it, but I think for the most part I was just putting it off because, while I'll concede I have been distracted, iono, I'm still angry at him. Arguably justified, of course, but oh well.
I decided to text him anyway. No apology, no rambling, just "Happy Birthday"
got back "Thanks"
Oh maaaan, he is so pissed at me.
And I should feel terrible and when I used to neglect special occasions with them I felt terrible but I guess that was before I just felt so fucking unwelcome anywhere with them. I don't do pleasantries just to avoid conflict.
IT'S ON NOW
but seriously at this rate I'm gonna drive away everyone close to me.
rad.
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